Healing September 14th 2011
I learnt something about myself today in chapel that I never admitted to myself before. I realized that I have not allowed God to heal me. I’ve let him teach me things about my pain and stuff like that but I’ve never said, “Okay God. I’m broken, come heal me. I give you permission to heal me.” I let myself become broken down and I let myself believe that it was fair for me to be hurt. That does not line up with being a child of God! I forgot my verse.
LORD you assigned me my portion and my cup; you have made my lot secure. The boundary lines have fallen for me in pleasant places; surely I have a delightful inheritance.
Psalm 16:5-6
God has GOOD things in store for me! God’s plans are good and perfect even in the midst of my circumstances. God I give you my hurt and my pain. I give you free reign to come and heal me. I give you complete control over the dead things in my life. God I give you complete control over the dead things in my life as well.
I want to be on fire for you God. I want to love you so much that I am obsessed with moving where you want me to move. I want my biggest problem to be how I am getting closer to you God. When I’m with you everything makes sense. You give me peace when my soul is distraught. You love me with a love that no one could compete with. Because of your love and grace I can change my world. Your love and grace put an end to the war inside of me so I can go and fight for the world. As your child I can change the world’s pains. You healed me and now you are going to help me (and, well, do most of it) heal my broken world.
THANK YOU GOD FOR YOUR LOVE!!!!!
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